My on again/off again LOVE affair!!!!!!

Remember that song from ages ago by Joan Jett and The Blackhearts, well the last few lines of that song keep running through my mind every time I reach for a diet coke. Yes, I have fallen off of, or rather jumped off of, the caffeine free mormon bandwagon. LOL. Maybe I should schedule an appointment with my bishop. What can I do, I am a hopeless addict!? There was just way too much blood running through my caffeine stream.

"I hate myself for loving you .Can't break free from the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you..."